i may or may or be dead

if i randomly disappear in the next few days, it is because I was stabbed in the neck and the heart

if you guys like for me to reveal who I am, say it

@LordSupremeChess said in #1:
> if i randomly disappear in the next few days, it is because I was stabbed in the neck and the heart
dam bro thats crazy

@LordSupremeChess said in #2:
> if you guys like for me to reveal who I am, say
its okay

@LordSupremeChess said in #2:
> if you guys like for me to reveal who I am, say it
It's not the decision of strangers on the Internet to choose wether you reveal yourself or not. It's your decision.

@WassimBerbar said in #5:
> It's not the decision of strangers on the Internet to choose wether you reveal yourself or not. It's your decision.
fine. then ill reveal everything

I'm a 15-year-old psychotic failure, a wimpy b---h, and a mental freak. At birth, I was diagnosed with autism, and I later diagnosed myself with insanity and psychopathy using my dimwit pea-sized brain. I have had no real friends my whole life, and those I thought were my friends think I'm a freak. They always have, and they're right. Everyone else thinks the same way too. In 2020 I thought COVID-19 was the best thing, only to spiral me into despair. For the next 4 years, I hated my life, yet didn't die for some dumb reason called plot armour. Whatever. At least the plot armour is finally failing. Now I can finally die in peace knowing I have fulfilled nothing in my lifetime, which is the exact opposite of the term "dying in peace".

@LordSupremeChess Don't worry, there will always be people who want to have you as a friend.

@WassimBerbar said in #8:
> @LordSupremeChess Don't worry, there will always be people who want to have you as a friend.
are you freaking kidding me
I'm the human definition of satan according to my parents

@LordSupremeChess said in #9:
Maybe some people other than your parents will care about you and try to heal you, we don't know.